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September 03 090903. 检视这是09 Spring 写下的计划。现在是09 Fall，之前从未这样做过，因见了考拉小巫（都叫考拉姐，现在St. Louis）这样做，觉得会很好。 1.苦研摄影 想法买相机 想法挣钱 拍摄计划：长春各大音像店 酒吧 旧地 还有那本长春的书 写文。 魔方。 苦研是言过其实，不过现在手里拿着Rejoice的相机，当自己的用。钱是挣到了，可是太少。 拍摄计划基本没有开始。 文也没写几篇。不用掐指，都知道才两篇博文、外加《陇原谷》杂志成立邀稿一篇。 魔方是买了，却是按着公式还原的，本想把那个做成web用的小游戏，尚无力弄。前两天lvjia给我九连环玩。益智的意思现在是不要让自己生锈，挑战一些非常规的。这些东西小的时候玩的少，现在补补。 2.igoogle设计大赛 2009年3月5日 - 2009年6月1日 google： 创意:娱乐->益智（棋类、游戏） 每天地图重大新闻（从别的网站抓东西）每日更新的 从google image结果里取图片 结合百度词典 dictionary.com | everyday on GRE word 每日服饰-每日心情 igoogle设计大赛确参加了。不过上面的想法只做成了Image Dictionary，后来还制作了一个主题（Theme），是西府海棠的。图片的许可一直没得到，虽同冰点摄影（@baidu）加了好友，一直没得空问问，发的邮件也未回，不过还是提交给google了。 3.新闻 资讯 采集与制作 这个没做。 4.实验 提高编程技艺 春季学期的实验课都去了，刚开学的时候回了家一趟，耽误了一两节。后来的时候除了操作系统的实验课吊儿郎当，其他的认真做的，结果也不好。 5.正课 自修 自修总是被弄乱，自己也维护不下去，因很少自修。只有临考试了，别人都去上自习，讨论，请教牛人，独我一人在寝室。在电脑前查资料，也习惯了。后来数据库的时间时候半天，确实紧迫，最终也只折在这科了。其他的成绩也只是刚及格。 6.自由读书 典籍 政治哲学 ：建立中西联系 希腊神话 圣经故事 自窥见所谓真理之光，信奉自由行事的乐趣。买的书也有一架（床下的中间那档，不多），可读得深入的没一本。联系倒是看出来一些，关于希神、圣经却依然未知。 7.windows程序设计 linux使用 这两项都没进展。 8.英语语言学概论 口语 LSAT听译 实在使用 Linguistics我没有修习。口语到考T之前还只是乱说，并没有专门训练，30日的前几天，心里面很难受，被那让人压抑的化学物浸着。LSAT Logic in Everyday Life听译做了一些，听写，然后翻译，听出来的博瞻的blog里，译出来的放在译言了。“实在使用”应该指的是英语的实用方面，就这会都不清楚的份上，肯定没做了。 9.学术研究能力 CG 一直没有入口来做，这research给我就是很虚幻的东西。CG是Computer Graphics，因图形学考得分是我所有正课里最高的，其实并不能证明任何东西。后来想把CG没完成的实验再实现一下，可能做了一些，但都没弄好。 还有一些写在了igoogle的To-dos里，可能一些重了： med find lyrics, Flash Quiz （这个是想做igoogle的gadget，都没做） med 读书、细数、沉淀、谋事 （这个是自由读书和写一些过往，谋事可是当时的一些虚妄，现在依然有） med 禀赋、性、文艺青年、异端、文化自知、大牛、信仰、粉都（这是准备要写的一些主题） low Picasa, Calculator, Calendar,quotes,Dictionary,music player （这也是igoogle的gadget，没空就忘了） low memoirs, writing skills （提高英文写作，没有实质练笔，memoir应该是用英文写过往） low 逆波兰计算器、jukuu，字幕编辑软件，文字处理 （同是igoogle的gadget，当时风靡了一阵） low ASCII art （这是一个领域，在里面可以发现有一个小宇宙） low Alice Malsenior Walker 圣经原著、诗作 （这是准备阅读一些英文原作，英文诗倒是看了几篇，始知叶慈） low 字幕编辑软件（这个还没能力） low Visual Algorithms （将算法可视化，没做了） July 19 再续静雅 别理那杂草丛生的旧庄院！里面全是死鬼，蛇啊，狗啊，猫啊，鼠啊，吊吊霉的（家乡的土语：粘着土灰的蜘蛛网似的那物，悬垂在房椽、角落里的），绽开皮子、光着杆子的树，糊纸被风刮破还和着呼啸的风，游荡了数年伴着多少沙尘大队终于找个栖身的所在的陈年的土，枯柴烂叶，狗都没嚼头的骨头，缺着口的碗，掉了漆、头被撕开的筷，虫蚀了的面柜，当年痴玩拿球拍破的玻璃，因裹了那美术课本的某页挡风，掉色成古董的床单被子，砸煤而碎了的铺地砖。 罢！那换作是九零年代，晚间沉寂下来，拉上窗帘，开了黑白电视，虽还未涂了石灰，土墙上钉着作嫁妆的镜子，准能映出个梦来。每晨起了，那初阳隔着帘摸进来的时候，猜着外边已经银露莹光，揉眼的功夫就虫在聒噪，鸟在唧喳了。 借着今天的这劲。把Space里面的稗草都除了个尽，一些不入眼的脏文字都给它清光清净。 April 14 鲜闻静雅打扫一下乱乱的Space。看见心灵的静心雅集，澄澄然明澈。
自己的书架上贴着大二时写的“静”、“雅”，心却从未如那般平静。静雅并非闲情，乃是一种志趣。儿时读父亲青年时代写的片诗（好象是镜中/晨起？印象），大意是荒草像原子弹一样疯长。当时熏着书香，心底容不得秽乱，却又想像着父亲满脸的胡茬未经修理，欣欣向荣之景象，琢磨父亲脸上应该是怎样的笑容。未经打理却是一种自得无憾，随性的陶适。
早起未觉天色迟，晚归不察功课廖。现在的你，还坚守着静雅么？连狂野都不知道去哪里兜风了。日复一日，每天悔恨，今天发现好久没有如此如此了，那自己曾经渴望的生活啊。或是自己的计划，一次次被打断、延迟、因不详尽而修改。为此要设计一个囊括所有梦想的袋子，装满精确设计的时间。每天迟迟难睡，倦意如波，恨不得用一小时做了一天的事，总是发现永远未完成，遗憾满满。青年时代总是想一股脑把自己所有想得到的都抓在手中，让自己终日活在疲累之中。
当你坚守，当你不再悔恨。寻回心灵的静雅，想来是多么一件快事，非如此不能寐的欣然。 April 20 Google my pastI've done so much online. Once search opipa, there are lots of information related. This time cuz Google updated the satellite map, but when I check it, Changchun was updated, but not my hometown. I finally found it, concerning if it will disappear on Google, so I snapped some photos as list: Zhang Jia Wa, our fields on the hill Near Monastery Fields WeiYuan Lou, Bell tower. Long Xi. Long Xi County, left is the Mount. Renshou, also ShiFang Shan Yao Jia He, inside the dry river, that small villiage MY VILLIAGE -- QIAO JIA PO, at this perspective, we can see my home. Lost and GainApril 20, 2008 Lost in Guilin Road, I don't know where should I go. As I walk along, the Animal & Botany Park shows up, and fortunately, it's free.
North yard Dinning hall
(Silence Lake in Northeastern Normal University) Any way, I didn't lost. In fact, they didn't have the film night, but I smell the flavor of soil and flowers. December 30 Marriage 'n' Love (P.S. I love you)此即Leba在邮件列表群中共传的邮件。这类邮件通常有些诡异的提示：如不转发够规定数目，你将会受到某种惩罚。
"You don't marry someone you can live with, you marry the person who you cannot live without."
"Remember that a successful marriage depends on two things: (1) finding the right person and (2) being the right person"
"Women marry men hoping they will change. Men marry women hoping they will not. So each is inevitably disappointed."
"To be happy with a man you must understand a lot and love a little. To be happy with a woman you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all."
"Men reach their sexual peak at eighteen. Women reach theirs at thirty-five. Do you get the feeling that God is playing a practical joke?" December 16 2nd, also the last time we spent togetherNO more time left, we two quickly went to the center of Changchun city to buy the ticket. From my childhood on, my elder brother was always told me how to deal with everything, always set an perfect example to me, let me know what I should do, what was wrong and right, and at the same time, I am really unexpected. I've faced the ever-difficult case in my whole life now, and I don't know what and how. Shame! To express myself, to be open, to make friends, male & female, which is really the problem to me. All time along, I do think I was taking my way, alone, no one can understand, and I even don't know how to tell someone. I am absolutely closed. And there is another case, I have no awareness of my appearance now, not only the outside, it reflects the real thing. I don't know me at all. My hair has not been treated for 4 months, what the hell! To go back! To initialize from your head, which means from the very first in Chinese, so first have it cut right now, it was what he told me. Afternoon, we visited The Museum of Imperial Palace of Manchu State (http://www.wmhg.com.cn/). 同德殿吊灯。暗影烛光般。 Japanese Aggression in China's North East 日本侵略中国东北史实展 愚化政策招贴。我只见得汉字，“满蒙天日辉”。“兵战商战 欧美侵吞 欲固吾域 携手同心”所谓共荣。 日倭的毒药箱和防毒作案工具。 东北抗日战争的先烈们。挂幅我只得拍了杨靖宇、赵一曼。The Heroes sacrificed their life, Yang Jingyu, Zhao Yiman... 下是东京审判，原是巨幅照片，很立体的。 Night, I had to say goodbye, as a matter of fact, there was no goodbye formally. He took the train back, I took the light train to the campus. December 15 Today my brother came to see meArrived in the early morning, that was 1:30 a.m. , my brother stayed in the NetBar near the Changchun Station.
I was still in bed when my cellular rang the "get-up", it was 6 a.m. Regularly, it will be 7. As quickly as I had every morning stuff done, I rided to the light train station at Silicon Valley Street. Winter Morning here is most unbearable, overwhelming. I got the station only to received a SMS that he just got on it. Half an hour, as a matter of fact, there is nowhere for me to go. I walked back to see if Food Squre is open, lucky for me, there was several restaurants open.
8:00 a.m. -12:30 a.m.
Shenzi Hall, breakfast. MENU: soybean milk 2*, Fried bread stick 6*, Hemp flowers 2*(Not eaten)
University Town, my dorm. Photoshop: Pics picked in Beijing, with Ms Xie his accompany. Moruo Guo former dwelling, GongwangFu etc.
12:30 a.m.-4:30 p.m.
Food Square, Pinjinxiang Restaurant, lunch. MENU: , Beef dice over rice, Eggplants with XO source over rice, Seaweed soup 2*
JLU library, in the campus, taking pics.
Walmart, looking around.
KFC, we two were likely to quarrel.
4:30 p.m. -10:00 p.m.
Film Art class, watching the film Crash
Caiyuanju, supper, MENU: Sweet and sour pork, Fried cabbage, SNOW beer 1*
JinXin Hotel. NIGHT to my brother.
During the meal time, what we talked most was my problem. One year has passed, and I was still childish, that never-changing arrognant, thinking extremely, contradicting teachers, all things looked not so optimistic.
December 12 2nd Snow in JLU campus附注：经年再阅前时写的英文，虽稚嫩然也有趣。冬日里那黑暗中的幼弱的心灵，彼时仍在思考困扰他的人生命题。 I opened the window, suddenly found it interesting when my palm was staying on it, seemed as if I was going to uncover. The angle I ever looked at IF building. Also our Libaray in distance（左图逸夫，右图主体是图书馆）: Outside, on the top of the IF gate. Opposite, was Cuiwen （权且称这个叫阳台，毕竟不是天顶，两男两女却是我们CS院里的人。远处的是萃文楼） Each day, we spent most of our time in so-called university town, & the road. （大学城是公寓，到校区有条拦三佳湖的道，目今施工，建所谓繁荣气派之景象） (The New Dinning Hall，新食堂建竣，登时热闹非凡) November 21 Donation Book TradeNov.19th, 1st floor in the JLU library.
Donations from Dalian S.T. University foreign books relay pass were sent here. Students became tides. The price of each book is limited betweem 5-20 RMB. Thus it bacame a crowd for all.
外文书二手变卖会热度非凡。
Alan虽看着很大块头，扛东西可经不起的。
I was carring the box along for half an hour till finally got DAXUECHENG. Take a rest. November 05 Tour to Mount. Changbai(2007 Tour to Mt. Changbai, written time unrecorded.) The journey that can't complain. Though it took almost 8 hours there, the traveling on the bus was really unforgettable. The whole journey turned out to be a trial of your tolerance. Going out with a team that orgnised by travel agency was really awful. This is my first time. I do think it's the last.
I dealt it all right 'cause I've faced more tougher things. And the journey, as the heavy mist, was going to be a failure that we didn't see the Heaven Pool, which is the final goal we are seeking. We missed. Absoulte failure!@)@Never.
Hope it won't come again. A tough journey was worthwhile though.
Photos taken are in this album: 070804.Tour to Mount. Changbai November 04 Beginning with Winows live Space有了邮箱，附带着一切就以此为切入。这是策略，使用者也乐于在策略之中。
我也不免俗，写下这开博的第一篇，没想到我没打完一个字整个页面就晃，想必网页的程序又不对了。
现在想来，我开的各大鳄的博客不再少，首开新浪，纯为心情记录，细腻干净，那一次算是过去第一代博客的纯真想法，新浪并没有把邮箱和一系列用户的产品综合为一体。后来相继在搜狐开了，也是因为邮箱，是一个他们称之为大本营的系列产品，覆盖面很广，但对我已不再有吸引力，目前为止搜狐不允许做广告的策略来自于张朝阳的亲口玉言：博客是自己纯净的领地，不能让广告弄脏了心情。然而首创的第二代模块化的自定义风格又让我着迷了一阵，人家说新浪是文科生，搜狐是理科生，也是很有道理的。而后百度，是有了帐号后的洋洋自得，也是诸多博客中访问量最大的了，这与在大树底下不无关系。百度的日子多数在百科，因有幸成为百科蝌蚪团一员，认识了好多编写百科的蝌蚪们。百度至今未开邮箱可能也是李彦宏的精辟论断吧，因为邮箱的市场不值得百度这个搜索引擎时代的后起之秀去投资了。为了GG，建了Google的博客，后来才知道国内无法浏览的弊端，然而学得FTP发布博文之后，在bloggerspace安家，却并没有做GG广告，可是新近也登陆不了了，大都荒废。之后，也就在新近，去了和讯，完全是为了google Adsense的广告，听说用和讯申请GG容易通过，其实到最后用的也不是和讯，只是做广告用的它，里面的人大多以商务为重，做股票的，外汇的，还有做广告的。博文内容以及图片大多以吸引流量和推广为目的。不乏精品女优，美女，逛一逛也是值得的，它支持点击图片查看下一页的功能，所以对于要猎奇的男性，真是一次性欲的起伏之旅。然而我在和讯的广告收入少的可怜。也只是尝试而已，和讯博客的不同之处在于它有基于浏览器的IM通讯工具，还记得跟一个中年股票人拿它用英文聊来着。最近的一次，我是想把我的网易邮箱利用一下，图书馆借的书马上要还了，这次就当作书摘了。网易的一个特点是你可以去找默认为异性的在18-25岁之间的网友。现在又在Space，还没体验够，再说了。 |
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